An open letter to my dear friend who wants to commit suicide.
They say it’s courteous to introduce yourself. But I’m guessing in this instance it’s not necessary because we have interacted in some way, which is why i am penning this in the first place.
Pardon me, but i will probably apologize, too much.
I’m sorry i have not been there for you. At times i just get caught up, you know, in my own my battles i forget you need me.
I’m sorry my phone is off and your calls go unanswered, most times when you need me.
I would lie and say i was asleep, but maybe i was just getting love or wasted. Or I just didn’t want to talk to anyone.
You might want to ask me why I didn’t call back, so please don’t! As saying i forgot will suck!
I ‘m sorry you want out.
I ‘m sorry life is just cruel and you can’t deal.
Trust me; i know what that is like.
Sorry your partner abuses you!
Sorry your partner cheated!
Sorry you do everything for them but they keep taking you for granted.
Sorry no one likes you.
Sorry your friends never see you.
Sorry I suck and keep forgetting about you.
I ‘m SORRY for everything, I really am.
But then again, I know you can put that razor down!
You can flush, all pills or whatever poison fancies you want to ingest, down the toilet.
Not many people can go through what you have.
I applaud you honey. And most of all, we have a come a long way, TOGETHER.
Both you and me. . . . So please don’t leave me? I know i am not your best friend or friend. You have neither!
I know i am just one of these inked girls on the Internet, but i actually get your pain.
You know i do.
So please stay with me . . . Don’t do it.
Nothing lasts forever! And so your pain will vanish.
Your Dear Friend.